Jen Uson. Nostalgic 14 year old girl with a blog.
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John Cornelius O’Callaghan The Fifth.. You don’t know how much you mean to me

You may not know me but you have made such a strong impact in my life. I know this is stupid to say but I’m positive that I may be in love with you. Even though I barely know you, I don’t know why but every time I hear you talk, sing or laugh I get tingles in my spine. Just seeing you smile makes my whole day a lot better. I hope you don’t find this creepy but there’s nothing wrong with admiration right? You’re turning 23 now so I guess you’ve grown a lot ever since. I don’t care if you change, I’m willing to change with you. I pray that someday, maybe there’s this possibility that I might get to know you up close and in personal, know what’s going on in your mind and maybe just maybe get to be your friend. I hope that yo guys still keep making music for us, because from my view, the more music you make the more I feel connected with you, and that’s the best feeling ever.

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Anonymous asked: actually, charlavail is very skinny.

Not really, she’s just the right size.

Everyone’s got a point of view right? 

Charlavail knows I exist :-) Thanks for making my day Charla!

(Source: laughtilyouscream)

Even though she’s not perfect it seems like she’s living her life to the fullest. She isn’t skinny, she isn’t fat, she’s just the right size. She doesn’t care if she eats too much, all she cares about is fulfilling her dreams and having fun while she’s on her way to the top. That’s why I look up to her so bad, because she doesn’t have any hang-ups in life. Little by little, we should all try to pursue our dreams just like how she’s pursuing with hers. Charlavail makes friends with everybody, whether your pretty or not, handicapped, depressed or even have a different perspective. That’s cause she enjoys her time with everyone and she doesn’t judge people by just their outlooks. She gets to know the people who want to meet her. Yes she has her own flaws but because of being the happy girl she is we don’t notice her flaws. That’s why everyone should have a little charlavail inside of them, having that urge to fulfill your dreams.

Even though she’s not perfect it seems like she’s living her life to the fullest. She isn’t skinny, she isn’t fat, she’s just the right size. She doesn’t care if she eats too much, all she cares about is fulfilling her dreams and having fun while she’s on her way to the top. That’s why I look up to her so bad, because she doesn’t have any hang-ups in life. Little by little, we should all try to pursue our dreams just like how she’s pursuing with hers. Charlavail makes friends with everybody, whether your pretty or not, handicapped, depressed or even have a different perspective. That’s cause she enjoys her time with everyone and she doesn’t judge people by just their outlooks. She gets to know the people who want to meet her. Yes she has her own flaws but because of being the happy girl she is we don’t notice her flaws. That’s why everyone should have a little charlavail inside of them, having that urge to fulfill your dreams.

(Source: laughtilyouscream)

Charlavail is my role model because..

Even though she’s not perfect it seems like she’s living her life to the fullest. She isn’t skinny, she isn’t fat, she’s just the right size. She doesn’t care if she eats too much, all she cares about is fulfilling her dreams and having fun while she’s on her way to the top. That’s why I look up to her so bad, because she doesn’t have any hang-ups in life. Little by little, we should all try to pursue our dreams just like how she’s pursuing with hers. Charlavail makes friends with everybody, whether your pretty or not, handicapped, depressed or even have a different perspective. That’s cause she enjoys her time with everyone and she doesn’t judge people by just their outlooks. She gets to know the people who want to meet her. Yes she has her own flaws but because of being the happy girl she is we don’t notice her flaws. That’s why everyone should have a little charlavail inside of them, having that urge to fulfill your dreams.

(Source: laughtilyouscream)

tumblrbot asked: WHERE WOULD YOU MOST LIKE TO VISIT ON YOUR PLANET?

Arizona, Baltimore, Orlando, Hollywood, Vegas

If only you guys only knew what this line means to me. “Growing up won’t bring us down” Everyone’s telling me to grow up and face reality and I just wouldn’t, but with the help of my favorite band, I’ve learned to take the responsibility for my actions and face my biggest fear: Growing up. Well I’m still in the beginning of growing up but now I’ve learned to never hold back what I believe in and just go with the flow because Growing up won’t bring me down.

Pros and Cons of being a fangirl from my point of view.

Pros:

  • Having friends who don’t judge you or your music
  • Hanging out with people who actually understand
  • The thought of having a world with such great music
  • The feeling of being in a concert screaming and singing every lyric of the song played by your favorite band
  • Having these people you look up to because of their free spirit, emotions and inspiration

Cons:

  • Getting isolated from the real world filled with reality
  • Idolizing these particular people and not being able to concentrate on your priorities
  • Being out-casted by the people who find you and your music different

Either way, I love being a fangirl and I love these bands that help me through alot, but it doesn’t mean I should get carried away as well. That’s why from now on I will balance my priorities and not just be the obsessed fangirl I am. Don’t judge me but I’d like to have a closer relationship with God. That’s why I’ll be focusing on my relationship with Him first. But I’ll still be a fangirl, just without the Idolizing part. Bands will stay in my life, because they’ve been through it the whole entire time and I’m very happy for them.

“Never underestimate a girl’s love for her favorite band. Never think even for a minute, that she won’t defend them to her death. Because it’s not just the music that makes that band her favorite. It’s the guys, the gals. It’s the fans. People whom of which she has interacted with thanks to the band. That band might of saved her life, or just made her smile everyday. That band has never broke her heart and has yet to leave her. No wonder she finds such joy in her music.”

-Alex Gaskarth

Closure: everybody needs it, but not everyone gets it.

People need closure, I need closure. To be perfectly honest I have never had any closure with my past relationships. All my relationships ended up unclear and pathetic. I’ve never gotten the chance to talk it out with them and I’m regretting it. I need closure. That’s why whenever I’d see guys whom I had a relationship with, it’s either we don’t mind each other or just simply avoid each other. Life’s harsh, don’t jump into things because it just ruins your friendship with people you care about. I’ve learned my mistake.

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